Wednesday, 18 September 2013

Kurt Cobain´s suicide note and the death of the leader of Nirvana

"It´s better to burn out than to fade away" Kurt Cobain on his suicidal note
Kurt Cobainillustrious and eminent member of the exclusive wondrous institution Forever 27 club where he shares, amongst other less recommendable things, drinks with Brian Jones, Amy Winehouse, Jimi Hendrix or Janis Joplin... is one of the best musicians ever, he passed away at the kindly age of 27 after having shot himself dead. He left a suicidal note that you can see here as well as the original piece of note and the transcription along with one of the last pictures taken of him. The photo of Cobain dead is hard to look at but some people may find it interesting nevertheless.

Kurt Cobain, suicide note and death

Last days of Kurt Cobain were beset with plenty of troublesome events that many foreshadowed what kind of end was awaiting him. Nonetheless, living an everlasting party with other guests at Forever 27 club after having lived as you wished is not so horrible after all contingent upon the awareness most of population live sad, middling lives. What is more, the legacy of Kurt Cobain is so impressive that his music will be always with us. His suicide note starts referring to Boddah, the imaginary friend Kurt Cobain had during his childhood and shows the final and fatal thoughts of one of the last beloved idols of rock and roll and the true incarnation of Grunge.

Kurt Cobain Nirvana
                        Kurt Cobain´s suicide note.

To Boddah,

Speakings from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile complainee. This note should be pretty easy to understand. All the warnings from the Punk Rock 101 Courses over the years, it's my first introduction to the, shall we say ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has been proven to be very true. I haven't felt the excitement of listening to, as well as creating music, along with really writing something for too many years now. I feel guilty beyond words about these things, for example when we're backstage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowd begins. It doesn't affect me in the way which it did for Freddie Mercury, whoseemed to love and relish the love and admiration from the crowd, which is something I totally admire and envy.

 The fact is, I can't fool you, any of you. It simply isn't fair to you, or to me. The worst crime can think of would be to pull people off by faking it, pretending as if I'm having one 100% fun. Sometimes I feel as though I should have a punch-in time clock before I walk out on-stage. I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it, and I do, God believe me, I do, but it's not enough. I appreciate the fact that I, and we, have affected, and entertained a lot of people. I must be one of the narcisists who only appreciate things when they're alone. I'm too sensitive, I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasm.But, what's sad is our child. On our last three tours, I've had a much betterappreciation of all the people I've known personally, and as fans of our music. But I still can't get out the frustration, the guilt, and the sympathy I have for everybody.

There is good in all of us, and I simply love people too much. So much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. The sad little sensitive unappreciative pisces Jesus man! why don't you just enjoy it? I dont know! I have a of a wide who sweats ambition and empathy, and a daughter who reminds me to much of what I use to be. full of love and joy, every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I can't stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable self destructive, deathrocker she become. I have it good, very good, and I'm grateful, but since the age of seven, I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along and have empathy. Empathy only because I love and feel for people too much I guess. Thank you from the pit of my burning nauseas stomach for your letters and concern during the last years. I'm too much of a neurotic moody person and I don't have the passion anymore, so remember, it's better to burn out, than to fade away. Peace, love, empathy, Kurt Cobain.

Kurt Cobain dead, Cobain´s  dead body lying on the floor after his suicide. 

In the following link you can know more about Kurt, Nirvana, the death of Cobain alongside good pictures and the best video clips of Grunge band Nirvana.


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